{"id":58549,"date":"2019-07-22T22:02:57","date_gmt":"2019-07-22T22:02:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mixedracestudies.org\/?p=58549"},"modified":"2022-01-26T02:30:03","modified_gmt":"2022-01-26T02:30:03","slug":"i-was-a-black-nazi-skinhead","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/?p=58549","title":{"rendered":"I Was a Black Nazi Skinhead"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/narratively.com\/i-was-a-black-nazi-skinhead\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><em><strong>I Was a Black Nazi Skinhead<\/strong><\/em><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/narratively.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Narratively<\/a><br \/>\n2018-11-12<\/p>\n<p>Story by <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Leo_Felton\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><strong>Leo Oladimu<\/strong><\/a> [Leo Felton], as told to <a href=\"http:\/\/www.shawnakenney.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><strong>Shawna Kenney<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/narratively.com\/i-was-a-black-nazi-skinhead\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"desktop-image\" src=\"https:\/\/narratively.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/black-skinhead-VN.jpg\" sizes=\"(max-width: 2048px) 100vw, 2048px\" srcset=\"https:\/\/narratively.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/black-skinhead-VN.jpg 2048w, https:\/\/narratively.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/black-skinhead-VN-640x258.jpg 640w, https:\/\/narratively.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/black-skinhead-VN-1320x533.jpg 1320w, https:\/\/narratively.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/black-skinhead-VN-1600x646.jpg 1600w, https:\/\/narratively.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/11\/black-skinhead-VN-1290x521.jpg 1290w\" alt=\"\" width=\"550\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<small>Illustration by <a href=\"http:\/\/benpassmoreart.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Ben Passmore<\/a><\/small><\/p>\n<p><em>When I went to prison I was black. By the time I got out 11 years later I was crazy, <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Fascism\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">fascist<\/a> and white.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>A framed photo of American fascist <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Francis_Parker_Yockey\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Francis Parker Yockey<\/a> glared down at me from a wall in my two-room studio in <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/North_End,_Boston\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Boston\u2019s North End<\/a>. Next to me was a 50-pound bag of <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/ANFO\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">ammonium nitrate and other materials<\/a> that I planned to make into <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Letter_bomb\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">package bombs<\/a> and hand deliver to the offices of a short list of organizations I felt were at war with my culture.<\/p>\n<p>Below me was the naked, athletic body of my 21-year-old comrade in arms. We\u2019d just had sex, and I was as consumed by the tattoo covering her back as I was with the girl herself. Four black hatchets, bound together at the handles, formed the most beautifully rendered <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Swastika\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">swastika<\/a> I\u2019d ever seen.<\/p>\n<p>I hadn\u2019t told her I was black. In a few months, though, she would learn my secret \u2014 along with the rest of the world \u2014 and I would begin my trip out of the most batshit-crazy ideological corner <a href=\"http:\/\/www.mixedracestudies.org\/?p=54812\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">anyone has ever painted themselves into<\/a>&#8230;<\/p>\n<table border=\"0\" width=\"300\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td><a href=\"https:\/\/narratively.com\/i-was-a-black-nazi-skinhead\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/upload.wikimedia.org\/wikipedia\/commons\/3\/3b\/LeoOladimu.JPG\" width=\"300\" border=\"0\" \/><\/a><br \/>\n<small><a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Leo_Felton\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Leo Oladimu<\/a> in prison. (2014-04-18)<\/small><\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p>Read the entire article <a href=\"https:\/\/narratively.com\/i-was-a-black-nazi-skinhead\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">here<\/a>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I went to prison I was black. By the time I got out 11 years later I was crazy, fascist and white.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[12,395,8,6462,20],"tags":[6180,30033,27450,20002,30032],"class_list":["post-58549","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articles","category-autobiography","category-media-archive","category-passing-2","category-usa","tag-leo-felton","tag-leo-oladimu","tag-leo-vincelette-felton","tag-narratively","tag-shawna-kenney"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58549","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=58549"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58549\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":62882,"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/58549\/revisions\/62882"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=58549"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=58549"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=58549"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}