{"id":61798,"date":"2021-10-10T23:16:20","date_gmt":"2021-10-10T23:16:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.mixedracestudies.org\/?p=61798"},"modified":"2021-10-11T17:43:26","modified_gmt":"2021-10-11T17:43:26","slug":"the-myth-of-asian-american-identity","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mixedracestudies.org\/wp\/?p=61798","title":{"rendered":"The Myth of Asian American Identity"},"content":{"rendered":"

The Myth of Asian American Identity<\/strong><\/em><\/a><\/p>\n

The New York Times Magazine<\/a>
\n2021-10-05<\/p>\n

Jay Caspian Kang<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n

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Artwork by Kensuke Koike. Photograph by Tommy Kha for The New York Times<\/em>.<\/small><\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

We\u2019re the fastest-growing demographic group in the U.S.<\/a> But when it comes to the nation\u2019s racial and ethnic divisions, where do we fit in?<\/em><\/p>\n

During the first days of the Trump administration<\/a>, when my attention was split between the endless scroll of news on my phone and my infant daughter, who was born five days before the inauguration, I often found myself staring at her eyes, still puffy and swollen from her birth. My wife is half Brooklyn<\/a> Jew, half Newport<\/a> WASP<\/a>, and throughout her pregnancy, I assumed that our child would look more like her than like me. When our daughter was born with a full head of dark hair and almond-shaped eyes, the nurses all commented on how much she looked like her father, which, I admit, felt a bit unsettling, not because of any racial shame but because it has always been difficult for me to see myself in anyone or anything other than myself. But now, while my wife slept at night, I would stand over our daughter\u2019s bassinet, compare her face at one week with photos of myself at that delicate, lumpen age and worry about what it might mean to have an Asian-looking baby in this America rather than one who could either pass or, at the very least, walk around with the confidence of some of the half-Asian kids I had met \u2014 tall, beautiful, with strange names and a hard edge to their intelligence.<\/p>\n

These pitiful thoughts quickly passed \u2014 for better or worse, my talent for cultivating creeping doubts is only surpassed by an even greater talent for chopping them right above the root. The worries were replaced by the normalizing chores of young fatherhood. But sometimes during her naps, I would play the \u201cGoldberg Variations<\/a>\u201d on our living-room speakers and try to imagine the contours of her life to come…<\/p>\n

My daughter spent her first two years in a prewar apartment building with dusty sconces and cracked marble steps in the lobby. The hallways had terrible light because the windows had been painted over with what in a less enlightened time might have been called a \u201cflesh tone\u201d color. Such cosmetic problems will improve with the arrival of more people like us \u2014 the shared spaces will begin to look like the building\u2019s gut-renovated apartments, with their soapstone countertops, recessed light fixtures, the Sub-Zero<\/a> refrigerators bought as an investment for the inevitable sale four to six years down the road.<\/p>\n

At the time, it seemed like the other markers of her upper-middle-class life \u2014 grape leaves from the Middle Eastern grocery Sahadi\u2019s, the Japanese bridges of the Brooklyn Botanic Garden<\/a>, weekends at her grandparents\u2019 home in Newport \u2014 would keep pace with the changes in the building. If she enrolled at St. Ann\u2019s<\/a> or Dalton<\/a> or P.S. 321<\/a>, in nearby Park Slope<\/a>, she would join other half-Asian and half-white children at New York City\u2019s<\/a> wealthiest schools…<\/p>\n

Read the entire article here<\/a>.<\/p>\n\n\n

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